THAT SUCKED!!!!!

Maci Gian

OH MY GOSH THAT WAS TERRIBLE. THAT WAS PROBABLY THE WORST INTERVIEW I’VE EVER HAD!!!!!!

I was super scared—the whole process was super scary actually. I don’t know how he managed to sneak up on me right after the game but I nearly had a HEART ATTACK!!! And then he asked if I wanted to do the interview now, I said ‘yes’, but I don’t know WHY I said yes when I obviously should’ve asked if he could wait for a bit so I actually HAD good questions to ask!

I was put on the spot! ! I didn’t think an Iron Tank player would even LOOK at me, let alone want to actually go through with an interview!

Then he took me into the Fortress and into this weird, creepy room with a table and some chairs and it was so COLD in there! There was only one light above us, the walls were made of concrete, I don’t recall a SINGLE window in there, I felt like I was in PRISON CELL. I should’ve taken the risk and asked for a better room or something, but I just rolled with it in case this would be my last interview ever.

Genuinely how bad were my questions that Konrad’s answers got THAT short?! SPEAKING OF WHICH, I GOT HIS NAME WRONG!!!!!!

I’M SO EMBARRASSED.

I GENUINELY THOUGHT IT WAS EINZELLER That’s what Uber called him! I watched Lena Long’s video again and yeah, that’s what he called him! But if that’s not his name then WHY did he keep calling Konrad that?!

I’M STILL SHAKEN FROM THIS.

I’ll be fine. I know I’ll be fine.

I’m still alive, and I’m in one piece, and I’m fine, but it was still super scary. It’s over with though.

It sucked, it was scary, but I still did it. I probably won’t be able to use the actual interview for the profile page because it was more like Iron Tank trivia than an actual interview, but at least I got the experience. Besides, I got a few other interviews to work with that I CAN use instead (Orion, Colossus, and I’m going to meet some people in Feratuvia for the Grimm interviews.)

It was a good learning experience. I need to remind myself that.

I need to remember Titan’s words too. This is going to start off scary, but I’m sure as time goes on, I’ll be able to work up the courage to interview another Iron Tank player again, and it’ll be less scary, Hopefully I’ll actually know their NAME when the time comes.

Really trying to not overthink this.

Argh.

I hope something else happens soon that’ll take my mind off of this. I’m sure the Supa Strikas VS Technicali game will be a good distraction, and I’m looking forward to the Feratuvia interviews, but for now I’m gonna let myself feel scared for a bit more before I keep going.